Got myself a new livejournal account, to post all my writings and icons (if I ever stop being lazy) on. I just got tired of '494obsession', although I'm gonna keep it.. since I've had it so long.

New account: http://alwayspromised.livejournal.com

Can't believe I haven't posted anything in so long, but I'm on here daily! :P Only thing that's changed since my last post is, now I'm a bit of a My Chemical Romance fan. This is after years of people trying to convince me to even listen to them. I loooove Mikey (and Frank), and Gee is slowly growing on me. Bob is plain awesome, and Ray is.. Ray.

Last night was horrible! I was up all stinkin night rubbing my hands like crazy because of this stupid hand eczema, actually it's even bothering me now. Ugh I was miserable, because if you scratch too much suddenly it starts burning and feels like an open wound. Then the stupid broken alarm that I took out of the wall yesterday (because I thought the batteries were dead) was beeping all night long. Every two minutes- yes I timed it- I'd hear this shrill "BEEEEEP!"

And so because of my hands driving me crazy, and the alarm never shutting up, I had this weird dream that my mom picked me up off the streets in some city, handed me this beautiful little puppy and the first thing I remember squealing is "For me?!!" and she abruptly snatched it out of my hands and snapped "You have to give it to the new owners!"

.. no idea what that meant. Any dream reader people out there? o.O

Watched a little bit of the Harry Potter Weekend on ABC Family (can't wait for Half-Blood Prince Wednesday!). There was this one scene in Prisoner of Azkaban where my favorite character, Severus Snape, shows up at the Shrieking Shack. There's a side view of him, and the first thing that popped out of my mouth was "He looks like a big, black, blob.." so now everytime there's a Snape scene my little brother chants "Big Black Blob! Big Black Blob!" haha

I got a job! Woohoo! After desperately searching for one for well over two years, I'm finally employed :D

On top of things, my headache problem persists. Every time I go to the Doctor's about it they always ask how long the headache lasts without medication intervening. The longest I've tried to go without any advil is three days, but I'm gonna try again. This very dull (but occasionally throbbing) headache started Friday and now it's Monday.. and it's still there. I'm going to try to go until at least Tuesday or early Wednesday. I've been told it might be tension headaches, but I've heard those only last three to four days. We will see.

^Assuming that's true, then that one and only coffee I had ten years ago should be in Ripley's Believe It Or Not...

Can't sleep. It's 3:02 a.m. &I have to get up at seven (four hours from now).

My hand eczema is acting up quite severely tonight (I must have touched something today..), I have a feeling any attempts of sleep will be thwarted by my unconscious scratching. I'm awake now and can barely contain myself.

This headache is also unbearable. I was perfectly fine all morning, and then just after lunch I sat down to read a book and suddenly a throbbing pain raced from the back of my neck to behind my eyes. Advil nor Motrin rid me of the headache, and now I can feel its deep throbbing in my ears and temples. Oh I'm miserable! :(

Yes.. I am indeed lazy. Lots of things have happened since I last posted. I became a huge fan of Adam Lambert after watching his audition on American Idol, but never imagined he'd make it all the way to the finale. He's just amazing..

Then I went to a Fall Out Boy concert (openers: Hey Monday, Cobra Starship, All Time Low, Metro Station). I was right against the gate, feet away from Pete Wentz! Poor Patrick sang for *two hours*. By the first hour I was ready to go, because I'd been standing in a crowd and there was lots of body heat and I none of the guards would give me water. Anyway, it was an amazing concert and I'm totally seeing them next time they're in town!

RL has been pretty hectic too. But that'd take years to explain!

R.I.P. MJ

*wishes she had Pete's journal vague-ness...*

Nothing's going on. I made a ton of icons a month ago, but am too lazy to upload them all. Got my Believer's Never Die Part Deux ticket, row G! woot. Heard there's a pit at the arena, hope not or else I'll be farther away from stage than I thought :(

Started watching TNT's Trust Me and love it. Fast wit, good chemistry, dunno how long the series can last with the storyline though. But it's a really good show! Watch it!

Had a freakish Muse/Matthew Bellamy dream. Matt was on a stage with his old blue spiked hair and that black outfit from Hullaballoo, but he had really long blue nails o.O And he was running around the stage dragging a suitcase larger than he is, behind him... weird, i know.

I've been wanting to write something really badly lately. Even try songwriting, but my brain goes blank whenever I sit down to write. eergh.

Last night, after an hour of searching, I finally found the hidden track on Fall Out Boy's Folie A Deux.

I had originally been looking at the end of songs. That's where most artists hide their 'secret' track, so I knew it had to be at the end of #18 or or somewhere on #1. Finally I decided to hold down the rewind button once #1 started playing, and BAM! I hear Patrick's soothing voice. Unfortunately it's nearly impossible for my stupid old cd player to play, because right when I stop rewinding it jumps the whole song -_- But I am grateful to have heard it twice so far, and it's so cute! It's filled with random adorable-ness XD

It's raining again, but the road is frozen.

I've saved 79 F.O.B. icons in three days.

I'm procrastinating with religion, I need to stop.

Haven't written any stories, haven't made any videos, and haven't made any icons! What on earth have I been doing instead? I've been catching up with Muse. Videos, concerts, cds, etc. Then I've been trying to watch as many Starsky and Hutch episodes as I can before they remove them from aol video again.



The world is spinning out of control, heading down a lonely path.

<3

Amazing amazing amazing band! I found out about them back in February and have been addicted since! God knows how many times I've watched my HAARP dvd. I just can't get enough of this awesome band XD

Title: Nightmares 3/3
Author: 494obsession    
Rating: PG
Category: Supernatural
Characters: John, Dean, Mary, Sam
Summary: Ten days before November 2, 1983.
A/N: This is my first entry for sn_flashback Pre-Series Challenge. There are spoilers for Season 1's Pilot. 

( Mary stepped behind Dean, laying a hand gently against his back )

Title: Nightmares 2/3
Author: 494obsession     
Rating: PG
Category: Supernatural Pre-Series
Characters: John, Dean, Mary, Sam
Summary: Dean had been having nightmares for weeks.
A/N: This is my first entry for sn_flashback Pre-Series Challenge. Spoilers for Season 1's Pilot.


( Don't be scared, sweetie, the angels are watching over you )

Title: Nightmares 1/3
Author: 494obsession 
Rating: PG
Category: Supernatural Pre-Series
Characters: John, Dean, Mary
Summary: Dean had been having nightmares for weeks.
A/N: This is my first entry for sn_flashback Pre-Series Challenge. Spoilers for Season 1's Pilot.

( Dean lightly ran his small fingers over her face, memorizing it, trying to erase the images from his nightmares )

I found this at enednoviel's journal, who found it at hesychasm's journal. It is completely true, and I fell in love with it! So I thought I'd share it XD

credit: hesychasm

( This is what Fandom is. )

Sure it took all day to upload to photobucket then add each and ever single stinkin' mood... but I finally got one! Now I remember why I hate adding my own mood themes X_X

I love it though, because not only is it Starsky & Hutch but it's also animated! And who doesn't love a good animation mood theme?

credit enednoviel

now I'm off to make some icons for last night's episode of Supernatural "Mystery Spot" which, btw, was freakin' awesome! Heartwrenching and hilarious all at the same time XD Not to mention at least a dozen priceless quotes that I can't wait to make icons of!

c ya'

Eeergh I've had so much to do today! Okay, well not a lot... but I haven't gotten one thing done. And it's all thanks to wonderful little brother's. He likes to wrestle, so I wrestled with him. Like two minutes in he pushed down on either my neck or my shoulder, and I completely froze up. The pain in my neck was excruciating! I honestly thought he had broken something, meaning I freaked out. I just laid there on the floor unable to move or else the pain would get worse.

Meanwhile he's laughing his butt off. I'm laying on the floor thinking I'm dying, and he's laughing. Finally after about twenty minutes of laying on the floor I slowly stand up, trying my best not to move my neck. So for the rest of the day I went around the house with my hands on either side of my neck making sure it didn't move.

Now almost seven hours later the whole left side of my neck, and even my left shoulder are in constant pain. Top it all off, I now have a headache. It helps if I put slight pressure where my neck and shoulder meet, but I can't go around for the rest of the night like that.

So what did I have to do today? First, I had to finish my "How Far We've Come" Supernatural promo (song by matchbox twenty)... and I've needed to finish it for a little over a week now. I also needed to start working on this Drake & Josh fanfic that's been in my head since early January. I mean I already have begun writing it down but I'm never satisifed with it. So I keep editing it, changing the plot, editing again, changing the story, editing AGAIN! It's really frustrating, but I love the idea for my story and I'm definitely not leaving it alone.

So I haven't done any of that. I haven't taken my poor dog outside for a walk. I'm gonna be in pain while watching tonights new episode of Supernatural, which looks really awesome. And I have got to make a mood theme! Or at least find a good one.

Yeah. I'm done complaining now. Although I am starting to get a slight pain in my left ear now... my God if that little brother of mine has done some kind of damage to me, just because he wanted to wrestle, he'll wish he was never born -_-

I was bored the other day, on youtube randomly searching vids, when I came across this amazing Doctor Who vid! I wish my computer would stop being a jerk so I could edit like that! The song is absolutely awesome, I have no idea where I've been because I have never even heard of Muse XD


Map of the Problematique by Muse

[1-32] Supernatural: Dream A Little Dream of Me




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